first things first, i had my 38wk dr appt on weds. i had NO CHANGE...grrr. baby is still at -3station, so my cervix is still quite high. he did say that if i have not had her by my next appt next week, then we will probably induce the 25th. so at most i have 10more days of being pregnant. thats a plus. but id still rather just go on my own, except he probably wouldnt be on call.
onto other things, teresa had her u/s today.................................. ITS A BOY!!! im kinda jealous. but we are not trying again for a boy, so ill take my 3 girls thank you. talked to andrea yesterday, her baby shower is oct 7, which most likely i wont be going to. so that stinks. but what can ya do?? thats all going on here.
oh i did do another LO, havent posted it anywhere yet though. im such a slacker lately. :)

so i had my dr appt on weds. i am 1cm dilated, and 70%effaced, but still very high. he expects to see me next week. i dont want to. he is actually on call this weekend, so it would be perfect timing. he did say if he could next week, meaning i drop some, strip membranes real well. so gotta wait till then most likely. have some ctx, but nothing major...so far. i can only home. full moon didnt do a thing for me. ugh!!!
jl and i are tired of nobody being supportive of our moving. and its starting to wear on me too, of course. seems like everyone is questioning it, it is for the best financially, so we can try to simplify. of course its a plus for dave and joanne, but mom keeps guilt tripping us. but im sure we'll all survive. we might check out the lebonan(sp?) cong down there, but who knows. we wont be moving until after sept/oct anyway.
i think thats all thats going on here... oh funny jocy story--
drving home from meeting last night, she was whining about juls saying something, and she would NOT stop. so jl said "if you dont stop, im going to spank you."
jocy:"you cant reach me"
jl slams on the brakes, gets out opens her door, and says "can i reach you now?" he then takes her out and spanks her, puts her back and we're on our way again. she was fine by bedtime. speaking of bedtime. it seems the later we put them down, the earlier they get up. in bed by 10:30 and up by 7:20. i miss my sleep. YEA right, thats been awhile.
ok, thats it i thnk.

morgens room is clean!!! mom and joanne spent 2 days going through the 1/2 doz bags of clothes i had stashed from the other girls, and organized them into rubbermaid type bins for easy storage, and possible moving. joclyn was cracking me up last night too. she found a sqeaky pelican, and i would get it and throw it. so she gets it and says "no throw it, you make jehovah sad." so i did it again, and she says the exact same thing. just funny coming from her.

not sure if i mentioned it before, but we are most likely moving back down to frankfort, IN. ted skipped town from the trailer of dave and joannes, and we are having some issues w/ keeping up the mortgage here, so its for what we believe is the best financially for us at this point. the house needs quite a bit more work than everyone thought in the beginning. water under the house seems to be drying out. then they will need to replace the floors in the laundry room, and the bathroom(there are 2), and maybe where one of the bedrooms are. but they can probbaly do that while we are there, or before the winter comes full on. besides that some cosmetic stuff outside and in.im a little nervous about the cong down there, and how we'll adjust. jl will do fine, but me and the girls are a little less outgoing than he is. plus mom thinks she will NEVER see the girls. blah, blah, blah.i am hoping to get a webcam for our pc, and theirs so she can see them, and they can see her. thatll be interesting. but this all wont happen till most likely oct or so.

morgen is due in 3wks 1 day, and i am ready for her now. so hopefully dr meekof can get things moving weds at my appt. of course justin wants to just dtd all the time and get things going that way. doubt that

i had my massage sat. nicole is WONDERFUL!!! wish i could have one of those weekly, but not likely.she did tell me where the reflexology pressure point to help get labor going is, so thatll hopefully help when the time comes. id like to get another massage after baby though, if itll work out.

havent made anymore LOs or jewelry. been feeling crappy past 4 days or so. just odd feeling, not sure if it is labor related or not. but only time will tell. i did finally pack most my hospital bag, just need some nursing pads, incase milk comes in while there. and want to finish the blanket for morgen, just need to sew the binding.

hopefully i can make some jewelry soon again, when i get a chance, and some concentration. think thats all in my little world right now. if anything good comes a long today, ill try to post it. :)